Salam and hello to all. Sorry for not visiting and posting for so long. I was just bz with stuff. Haha.. entry today is LOSER!! I'm sure all of you is pretty clear with what it means right? If someone said it to me, I will choked the person!!!!! But thankfully it is not said to me. It was to my dear friend. Who said it to her? Herself!! This is what annoyed me the most. Calling yourself a LOSER. If you are a loser, how come you'd know the word loser? Please people, I'm truly begging you guys not to other people and specially yourself a loser...appreciate what you have and work harder and smarter to achieve what you want. This is better instead of giving up and calling yourself a loser. Am I right? That's all for this entry..bye..
Friday, 13 September 2013
Saturday, 20 July 2013
Wujudkah??
Salam and salam sejahtera sume...entry arini cm plik sket an??sbb feeling aku skang ni pon nga sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt to the power of infinity complicated...hahahah...nmpk x sgt byk di situ??haha...persoaln wujod kt sini is wujodkah friendship yg everlasting??mmg la da rmi da org keliling aku ade friendahip everlasting..tpi kengkdg aku pk tu myb sbb diorg pndi hndle prob..aku pon nk jgak an,tipoola kalo aku rela idop sensorg seumo idop aku an??tpi kenkdg tu bile aku da give half of my trust to them..they will just throw it away...sometimes it makes menjust want to strangle each one of them!!!!uurrgghh!!! Aku bkn nk ckp yg aku ni perfect..I'm the most grateful person if they want to be friend with someone like me..tpi sometimes they just act selfishly..I know that I am not the perfect human being,but still I will consider my friend's feeling..people, I'm begging to GROW UP!!! Thevreason why I write this entry is because I had paid my price before for not growing up and act selfishly...I just don't want the same thing ever happen to others...please value each other while you can...it's hopeless if you wamt to value them later when they're already gone..
Wednesday, 3 July 2013
It is complicated...
Salam and Hello everybody..I haven't visited my blog for like ages u know..so today I wany to share some story or mybe some kind of problem to u guys...I have friends like some regular and normal kids have...I'm totally not a freak...but sometimes I hve a feeling like don't wanna see my peeps..I myself don't know why but that is how my heart tells me..but personally I don't hate them.. seriously...it's just that I feels that something is not right when I'm with them..that's all..my heart is just like very totally so complicated right now..huh!!! Just don't hate me guys...it's not like I don't want them to be my friends anymore..it's just....huh...only time will tell..I just hope that I didn't change myself to some kind of monster or another person that is totally major different from myself..so that's all guys...wish that I can get out from this complicated feelings A.S.A.P. bubye!!
Tuesday, 21 May 2013
follow me!!
aku just nk ade rmi kawan.. so sesape yg kt lua sne tu ade instagram... you all are so invited to follow me here ok??
my name is mayazatol
but.. if i don't approve you, don't hate me guys..it is totally will not be because i don't like you..ok?? chiaoww!!
2 in 1
sume nye kerana assignment yg sgt berlambak sampai da x tau nk buat yg mne satu dlu, tpi alhamdulillah bile sume nye mkin selesai satu persatu..hehe..kalo nk ikotkn da bape ari da aku x tido..hhuhu..da bole jdi burong antoo da kalo bole..hee..
so entry for today is freedom, i think all of you know why today's entry sound that way.huhu..actually i just want to say only a little bit about freedom and i'm already said it on the above statement. so i want to move on to the second topic..wow!! 2 topics in one entry..i must be dead boring you know??
the second topic is about a mother..i'm so thankful to God that he still give me the joy of having a mother. as u all know i'm no longer have a father to bermanje-manje..hehe...
so, bile ckp pasal mother or mum or ibu or mama or mummy or emak or mak or omma (??), kite mesti akan fikir yg dielah insan yg paling tabah dalam dunie ni kan?? of course la kan, cbe la korg fikir, mak ni la yg bawak kite ke hulu ke hilir selama 9 bulan 10 hari..aku rse kalo la perot tu bole tggl je then bole tgglkn kt rumah, mmg da lme da rmi org buat cmtu, tpi probnye x bole,,imposible la babe!! mesti korg trfikir nape la tetibe aku ckp pasal mother ni kan??nk kte hari ibu?? hari ibu tu x bole nk sambot as an islam...hmmm.... ce pikir sket..HAA!!! dapat da?? senanye first reason is that i miss my mom so deadly :'( ...and bertmbh la rindu bile skang ni my mom is at the hospital due to some illness that she have.
and as the second reason is pasal sorg artis malaysia ni yg sggp buang mak sndri semate sorg awek!!! korg bole bayangkn x betape 'VANGANG'nye la jantan tu??penat la mak dye carry dye then lahirkan dye kt muke bumi ni..pastu sesenang je nk buang mak sndri.. tpi aku pon x tau la cite ni btol ke x an sbb aku just membace je ape yg ade di laman SOSIAL nih...hahah tetibe nk ber kamos dewan plak kt cni..hee...ade yg ckp mak dye tabor fitnah yg ank dye buang dye sbb nk awek tu..some said that the reason she said that is because dye x restu ank dye kawan ngan gadis tu.., and other version plak ckp yg mmg ank dye tu btol buang mak dye..ade plak lagi aku dga smpai bapak pompuan tu pegi saman mak laki tu la...aku xnk la ckp spe laki tu or sape pompuan tu kt cni an..sbb aku sndri pon x tau mne satu yg betol, aku tulis pon sbb kalo betol dye buat mak dye cmtu, mmg x patot, that's all!! no offence kay??haih..dunie hiburan ni mcm2 kontroversi...nseb baek la aku ni bkn artis...muahahahha
Sunday, 5 May 2013
alone..
hahaha...salam sume..aape kaba kome??sehat?? hope sehat la..kalo x sehat tu pepandai la crik dokto sendri ek?? hehee...
ok fine....hhah,...arini aku nk cite pasal tajok entry kt atas tu...mne, ko rg tnye aku?? tula... yg kt atas tu...yg tulesan bold tu...huhuhu...
kalo korg pasan tajok kt atas tu mcm cdey sgt kn bunyiknye..
alone...lonely...
hahahha...da mcm lagu singer AKON tu plak an..hihihihih...
tpi aku bukan nk cite pasal politik ke hape kt cni tau, so sape yg da nk mule kua dri entry ni saba dlu, msok balek meh...aku ni xde la ske sgt bab2 politik ni..
aku just nk cite yg sbb event ni, mmg rmi sgt bebudak uni aku balek umah diorg...ade yg da blek dri ari kames minggu lpas ag korg tau??kengkadang tu geram pon ade jgak..hish..aku bknnye xnk balek..tpi malas la..nnt kt mne2 je org sibok berkempen bagai..haish...even my mom pon berleter kt telinge aku ni...huh...
so, at last aku tinggl la sensorg kt kolej aku ni, actually xde la smpai sorg..ade tu ade rumate aku, tpi of coz la dye pergi berjimba ngan membe dye sume..huhuh..besela..org mude skang..bknla mksdnye kau ni da tua ke hape..huhuhsaje nk propa...
itu bole la aku nk hadap an nk dok dlm bilik sensorg...yg x bole blah nye bile kafe2 kt kolej ni pon habeh dok tutop sume...
haiyoo...aku nk mkn pon susa..kalo ade dapo ke kt dlm biik aku ni bole la jgak aku nk jdi chef wan kejap ke an??
so sje jela nk berleter kt mate korg...
hahahmate...yela, coz right now, i'm not talking to you..i'm just typing to you..huhuhu..jgn mara haaaa...
babai..salam.. MK..
Monday, 22 April 2013
Stress..
Hohoi eberibodi...huhuhu...so, for the last entry i'm at home..right now..i'm already at my university..huhu...mmg la boghek(berat) ghaso eh nk balek tu an, tpi nk wat cemne...blaja ni pon one of my responsibilities gak...so berat cemne pon...still kne blek..so, for this entry, i want to talk about stress to you all...spe yg x pena stres dlm idop??mmg bahagia n untongla idop dye..tpi x untong jgak..sbb, korg pena dga x pasal ade sorg hamba allah yg hidop dye x penah ditimpa malang, smpikn telor ayam kt rumah dye jatoh dri kabinet ke lnti pon xkn peca. Korg jgn pk idop hamba ni menguntongkan..sebenanye dye telah dilupakn Allah sehingga hidopnye xde lgsg susa..asyek seng je..so, kite2 ni jgn la sng mara kalo ade ujian ataupon kesusahan yg dtg...mesti ade hikmahnye, and yg pling pntg, tu ialah petande yg Allah still igt kt kite ni..hehe...back to our entry, aku skang ni da msok sem 2 da kt uni..sem 1dulu pon aku da naek gile blaja..ni kn plak sem 2 ni..new subject, new lecturer..huh..kengkdg rse nk mara je..tpi bile pk, 'kalo blaja tu sng, sume org malas nk stadi, sbb seng, bebile pong bole nk stadi, last minit pon bole..'.. da la lecturer pon da tuka...x sme cm last sem. Slalunye aku xde hal pon kalo lecturer nk tuka, tpi yg buat aku baran kt sorg lecturer ni bile dye banding2kn bdak mlayu ngan bdak kaom laen.mmg la slame ni kalo pape je msti bdak kaom laen, tpi jgn lpe, bdak mlayu pon ade tau..kalo lecturer tu kaOm laen gak aku x kesa la kalo dye nk bndgkn (kesa jgak actually), ni dala bangse mlayu sndri, then nk bandgkn, smpai skang aku egt ayat dye, cmni 'ni grup a ni!!!', sbb mse tu dye sowh kitorg buat grup tok final project, of coz la dok ngan collegue sndri, sbb nnt pape sng nk bncg sume, tetibe dye tego, 'owh, ni x bole ni, ni dok dgn collegue ni,'tetibe dye perasan satu grup tu dok sme jgak, 'eh, ni grup a ni!!', aku nk je ckp ngan dye cmni, 'abes puan nk kte yg kitorg sume ni bodo laa puan??', gram btol aku mse tu..eh, bebudak yg konon a tupon nk dok ngan collegue diorg tau x??hish...papepon aku da abeskn kemarhn aku ...so skang ni fokus je...ok...kt cni jela aku nk bebel..hehe..kalo ade yg x puas ati pasall entry pliz leave a comment..sbb aku tau yg x sume org sme prasaan cm aku, mybe org laaen ade opinion laen,aku juz nk ckp ape yg ade dlm ati aku je..ok...smile sokmo guyz...
Gamba kt bawah ni sumpah xde kene mengene...
Tuesday, 9 April 2013
Heaven fall here....
Salam and hello sume...da lme da an aku x post pape kt blok aku ni???da bersawang da mybe..hahaaa dala kalo sbot bhse kamos dewan mmg paggl laman sesawang an???hahaaha...lawaktol la bhse malaysia ni kengkdg...okla...balek ke tjok entry kite. Why heaven? It is because i got a week off from university.. WWWAAARRGGHHH!!!! at first i just can't believe it, but as right now i'm sittng comfortly on my couch at home, it means this stuff is real..hahha...i'm really home guys!! So.. sape pena dga rumahku syurgaku?? Itula yg aku nk cakap kt korg..tpi dlm different version la...hhahhahha...so in conclusion la kn...aku ust nk cakap bile aku sampai kt rumah ni, da rse lega and all burdens have been lifted from my shoulder..huhu...so, sespe yg mcm ku jgak skang ni and nga berehat kt rumah, just wanna wish u guys hepi holiday and pliz la have fun kt rumah tu...jgn tido je ok???huhu...ok...that is all for today's entry...babai and salam sume...
Monday, 25 February 2013
membe sebilik
malam ni aku nk cite pasal rumate aku mse aku kt mtrik dlu..aku mmg ade rumate bru kt UTHM ni..tpi sje je nk knalkn kt korg spe yg ade dlm idop aku ni..memndg kn aku bru je buat blog ni couple days ago..so mmg byk la kisah2 silam yg akan saya muatkn di dlm ni..*choi!!ayt DJ radio..haha..
mcm kt UTHM ni gak, aku ade 4 org sebilik including me*yela,kalox aku nk dudok ne plak an?kuikui..actually mse memule dlu sorg dri rumate aku tu org laen, tpi nk wat cmane, dye x ske dok situ. so, dye pon da pndh x bape lme dudok kt situ. lpas dye pergi, ade jgak ALLAH anta sorg manusie tok dudok kt katil tu.huhu..so, in a nut shell, aku ade 3 org rumate, azhani hasnol hadi,nurul syazana nordin, and aqila ra'auf.and mcm bese aku akn bgi korg sume tatap gambo dlu la yewp?hewhew...
Thursday, 21 February 2013
katon jepon = anime
Wednesday, 20 February 2013
keluarga
brand new things
i miss u
malam ni aku bosan giler, so kalo byk sgt entry satu malam ni korg jgn tnye knape au..kuikui...ok kali ni aku nk ckp pasal rindu or in english is miss. mcm entry aku sblom ni aku ckp pasal memori, so skang aku nk cite sape yg ade dlm memori aku tuh..kuikui..*INI SUME POYO!!
mse kt mtrik dlu, sekelas ade 20 org, 8 jejake, 12 dara, *ni da cm zaman P.Ramlee la plak. ok, so, dlm reramai dara dlm kelas tu aku ade 3 org yg aku rapat n sayang.*no heart feelings k tok 9 org dara tu??dlm entry laen aku cite sal korg plak...kuikui...
aku mulekn ngan sorg ni, nme dye sarah solehah, and dye mmg seorg yg solehah,bkn la nk kte yg aku ni x solehah an..kuikui..dye ade 3 org adek-beradek, 1 wanita, and 1 ag jejake tunggal.dye da berpunye, nnt kalo dye kawen mesti aku sedih giler babas.dulu dye dudok kt muar,tpi skang dye da pndh kedah da.dye ni yg aku bole kte plg rapat la kot, ala, kalo rapat pon sbb kitorg dudok sme blok and bilik kitorg pon berdepan je,hehe..dye ni kalo korg nk tau mmg sgt rajin, bile aku nk g lepak bilik dye an, mesti dye tgah stadila,kemas baju la,menyapu la,makan la,eh!, mkn pon kire rajin gak ke?hee..aku slalu pggl dye MAMA sbb kalo aku da kerin means da xde fulus nk mkn, dye la yg blanje aku. aku sayang dye sgt sgt and sangat. kalo aku sedih ke mara ke hepi ke dye tetap ade kt sbela aku, aku mmg x kn dpt crik kwn mcm dye selaen dye. so, a little advice for u guys, appreciate your friends while they care for u, because once u don't, u will find them missing in order to find a good friend. :3